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[14 Apr 2008|06:24pm] |
it has been one year since his momma past.
poor baby,
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| Dreams? |
[24 Feb 2008|01:07pm] |
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I have been having a lot of dreams lately. Which is really weird because I never have dreams usually. I have had like three that I can remember in the past two weeks. One of them I got into a fight with a stupid bitch and fucked her up. I woke up and my heart was racing soooo fast it hurt. Another one I was at a funeral for my friends Grandpa. It was where the strawberry fields are on McHenry on your way to Modesto on the left right before Al's Furniture. and there were a bunch of fold-up chairs alllll on the field, like hundreds and thousands of them, and every single chair was filled so Cory and I had to stand. Neither of us felt comfortable there so we decided to leave. we walked up the road where Al's furniture is except on the right side of the road was the river piece on the other side of the bridge as if that was river road right there. We started to walk into a big crazy forest to walk down to the river...and then I woke up. The last dream I had kinda made me happy in a way. There was some kind of family party going on and Cory and his Mom asked me to watch Cory's little brother while they went to the store. But She like couldn't talk for some reason so everytime she wanted to say something she would whisper in his ear and he would say what she wanted. Cory said it was like that because I don't remember her voice, I think it's like that because everything she wants to say to people now comes out through him. It made me happy that I dreamt about her. Considering I only met her a few times before she died....
Anyways, it's a rare occasion of me to remember my dreams. And I remembered three of them. It's pretty cool.
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[07 Aug 2007|08:37am] |
I'm SO Incredibly scared right now.
I can't believe this is happening.
Someone just make it all stop.
Go back to yesterday.
Eddie will be fine if we just go back to yesterday.
Donnie won't be going away.
please please go back to yesterday.
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[16 Mar 2007|10:30pm] |
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the scene aesthetic-beauty in the breakdown |
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It lies in the heart, the mind reassures itself through thoughts and processing. these will endure a temptation fueled by the heart and if you can master the point all together, then you will find the peace in your soul.
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| Adventure |
[21 Feb 2007|09:57pm] |
so yesterday i went to Chico with Sierra and her mom.
it was really cool.
we went into a whole bunch of different art galleries. and a couple thrift stores.
i only got a really cute ring with starts and moon crescents on it. but still.
it was a lot of fun.
OH! and i discovered the COOOOOLEST clothing store!
called LuLu's.
I decided that when I get a job and Jane gets her liscence JAne and I will go to Chico and shop at LuLu's because Jane would hecka like that store.
they have the cutest clothes.
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[13 Feb 2007|10:34am] |
doll la la la la lots of paper.
!%@#!$
woop
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| lovetap! |
[11 Dec 2006|06:59pm] |
today my friend Alex "accidentally" elbowed me in the face. it was funny. really.
&& it hurt!
and he said it was a lovetap.
which reminds me of my sister. yup.
Jane. she would hit me and say ... it was a lovetap.
i guess i love you too jane. buti really wish there was a different way of showing it from you.
i also heard the word Gaylord today... haha.
ohhh boy.
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| failed my drug test. |
[28 Nov 2006|08:29pm] |
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Outkast |
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basically for the most part.
FUCK drug classes.
FUCK drug tests.
FUCK failing.
&&
damnit im so FUCKED.
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[05 Nov 2006|12:32pm] |
i have to be honest.
it isn't too bad for a cell phone.
&& my camera is broken. =[
ugh.
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[29 Oct 2006|09:43am] |
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Mac Dre |
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we are just weird. honestly.
ily
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[25 Sep 2006|07:16am] |
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usherrrr |
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im in real need for a damn adventure. pronto.
&& i have never been to santa cruuuuz.
yep.
nuff said =]
i'll give you a cookie....
<3
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[24 Sep 2006|02:43am] |
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i am having a whole bunch of thoughts racing through my head right now.
so lemme just get 'em ouuuut.
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[21 Sep 2006|09:32pm] |
As I was watching The Davinci Code. [an amazing movie by the way]
I simply said, "I wish my life could be an adventure like that."
and my Dad replied, "It is, I'm just waiting for the appointed time to tell you."
gah! i love him.
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[21 Sep 2006|04:14pm] |
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Say Yes - Elliot Smith |
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| fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck |
[20 Sep 2006|12:54pm] |
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 shoot me now. |
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this is the way i live.... |
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ugh. i have court tonight.
and im sick.
fan[fucking]tastic.
shoot me?
okay.
im bored.
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| gahhhhh!! |
[14 Aug 2006|11:13pm] |
I got my monroe pierced!!!
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| yes yes yes! |
[12 Aug 2006|11:59am] |
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waiting line-zero 7 i think? |
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i am soon going to have this:
im sooo excited!
probably tomorrow...
i will get a picture of mine.
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[10 Aug 2006|09:02am] |
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ugh.... no more boyfriend. just when i thought things were going good too.
jane hurry up and be up here already!
I wanna play at the fair and stuff!!!!!
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| she was adorable! |
[05 Aug 2006|07:34pm] |
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so basically i jsut saw the cutest little old lady.
i always see her walking up and down our big huge hill and she makes me heckof sad. because she walks on a crutch. just one. and she always makes me sad.
but tonight me and dad drove by this bar and we see her out on the street HECK OF DANCING having the time of her life!! and i think wow she isn't sad at all she is just worn out from dancing all the time.
and so i cried.
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